Wednesday, July 15, 2009
well, i think i've come to comprehend that since we can't change our past, we just have to accept it and live with it. i guess the best we can do or try to do is to let go of it bit by bit. yes, the memories will still be there, but the impt thing is to let go and not be affected by it. all i can say is, im still very far away from that. =( o wells, it takes time i guess. sometimes, its really easier to say stuffs like i wish i could undo those things, but i guess, since it has already happened, there's nth we can do about it. and the thing is, memories are one's assets, and too much or too many of it DOES NOT become a non-current libility. since you're so afraid of having bal b/d and c/d in your ledger accounts then, start changing and dun repeat the same mistakes over and over again, for it is not you who incurs the liability, i feel its the other party.
rawrr...i really feel i shld learn to take bigger steps now, instead of small baby steps. yesterday my conversation with my darling friends really made me realise that i've been taking extra small baby steps. although ppl always tell me one step at a time, but i feel i need to speed up by taking bigger steps..but somehow, idk why i can't seem to take bigger steps. idk what im afraid of, and idk why im hesitating or whats holding me back. =( haiz...see how it goes ba...hope things start falling in place soon =(