Thursday, July 09, 2009
I guess one of these times is today for me. seeing how she behave, the way she talks, the way she acts, her attitude and all, really made me think about myself. I feel that i'm really seeing a reflection of how i used to be last time. And now that i'm in the other party's shoe, i know how others feel when i used to behave in a similar way (but im sure i wasn't so authoritative). How childish i was i must say. I know that many times i tend to act that way, but from now on i'll try not to because it really hurts the people around me.
well..i guess time really flies. Its really flying real quick. just like a bird whose wings are still developing, she's starting to show signs of wanting to fly. I guess this urge is getting greater day by day that she can now completely disregard whatever i say for real. Looks like im not reallly that important to her after all, and looks like that she dosen't really respect me. well, im not surprised i must say, for i didn't really do anything to deserve her respect or gain her trust. =(
hurtful words, hurtful comments, hurtful actions, unpleasant arguments, are things i shld start getting used to i guess =((