Friday, July 31, 2009
well...i just finished finalising my finance report and doing finance tutorial....haha slept for 3hrs just now (11pm-2am) and and THANKS ALEX FOR WAKING ME UP!!=) hahaa i think if not for alex i'll still be on my cozy bed in dreamland now..and probably rushing like mad when im getting ready to go to sch later..hehe...
idk why i fear reading certain things now...my heart starts beating very fast whenever i read about sth...i have a bad feeling about this..everytime i read it, i just have a feeling that things are going to change real soon and idk why i somehow wish that im wrong...
haiz..i thought that now since im so busy with sch work i won't have the time and energy to think about all these things, but i was wrong..im still affected by these things somehow =( i need to do sth about it..rawrr...haiz..idk how but i really need to focus on my studies now cos exams are coming real soon and i can't afford to let my grades drop, so i guess i have to push myself even harder....
please enlighten me as to what those stuffs mean...please tell me im wrong even though i doubt im wrong... haiz..