Friday, July 24, 2009
finance project is not going smoothly and i think i really suck because i can't even lead my group properly to get a 18 page report done. what is happening to me? yes, im stressing myself..but...idk!! i always see projects as an opportunity for me to push up my grade, so i always want to do my best and yes, my expectations for projects are always very high! i expect alot from the projects and expect alot from myself. tats why im stressing myself so much. but its just not going right this time and idk why...i think its a problem with me somehow...so to my grp members, im really sorry. i'll try my best to make it up by doing my part well for the project.
ger needs to do sth about this!! i cannot continue to have such bad leadership skills and project management skills ='( rawrr...i want to get back my good leadership skills and project management skills...i dun think im that bad at it..but idk why i just can't seem to motivate my group members to do the project properly..i just can't seem to get them interested in the project..i can't seem to get rid of their sian-ness towards this project and im disappointed with myself. ='( i really duno wat to do to get my group working well together in enthusiasm ='( haiz..
im very tired..i haven't slept properly for 2 nights in a row already, i think i won't be able to sleep properly until after finance project is done. but after finance project there will be business law project so...good luck to me cos i still need to study for semestral exams!! rawrrr...
oh and just now after doing project i very kindly accompanied ju to eat seaweed shaker fries at paya lebar hahhaha im soo good la...cos i wanted to stop at enuos station then can take 13 home then i dun have to walk so far..but in the end acc. ju then took 135 home then stop outside then i saw 16 behind..so i obviously took 16 after tat hahahaha lazy me..one stop and walkable distance i also take..hahaha..advantage of bus concession..=\
looks like saw u again today...is it fated that i see you around so often? hmm...somehow during this period...i just started thinking of.................hmm..o wells..