Monday, June 01, 2009

woohoo..back from my 1st tennis lesson...its damn fun =)) hmm coach is quite nice...the ppl there are quite nice too...haha..just that..i need to get my shots more accurate and consistent hahaha...but really fun..its a good way to destress =) looking forward to the next lesson haha..oh ya..thank God my wrist is still intact =))

alright..we're left with 1 more day to finish up tax project..come on ppl we can do it!! we'll be able to finish it well...and make it stop driving us crazy!!!! hahahahaha jia you ppl..its the last lap..and we'll end it well yea?

Using and discarding things are part of our everyday lives. It has become so natural that we dun even think before we do it. It just happens like that. Most of the time, we use things like tissue paper and then discard them after using….these items are non-living things and they dun have feelings..but what if the items we are using and discarding are living things and have feelings like you and me?

When we use things, its usually to our own benefit. We use it as long as it benefits and not harm us. After we finish using it…we just throw it away or leave it on the shelf to rot or sth and we only look for it or take it out to use when we need to use it again. Discarding need not necessarily really mean throwing it away into the dustbin…but it can be just throwing it into some corner of your room or table or just putting it back on the shelf.

We can do all these so easily because these items are non-living things. However, has it occurred to us that sometimes we are doing this to living things with feelings? And that’s right…im talking about making use of people to your advantage and once u’ve gained that desired advantage…you “throw” the person away, just like discarding a piece of tissue paper. I guess these kind of situations are also happening, just that we don’t realize it, and sometimes, only the person being “thrown” away feels the hurt. Sometimes, the person chooses not to say anything..and pretend that nth happened and the next time the user uses that person again, the same thing happens..and the cycle just goes on and on and on without the user realizing it sometimes.

If you give a child a toy to play with…the child will treasure it a lot and play with it constantly….however, as time goes by, you’ll realize that the kid starts to lose interest in the toy and then slowly slowly he dosen’t play with it anymore and it ends up getting discarded or left to rot. Haiz..sometimes, I really feel im treated like a toy…just taken out to use when the users wants to… its not the first time its happening...its not the 2nd time...it has happened many times already =(( haiz..o wells...

this feeling sucks...why am i being treated like a toy time and time again?
i wish i could truely be happy..i hate being happy on the surface..when deep within me, its hurting =((

 ger was here @ 10:29 PM (:


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Germaine Lim ( ger )
12/12/1991
Singapore Poly Accountancy
Singapore Poly Dragon Boat

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