Thursday, June 11, 2009
I FEEL LIKE A TOY AGAIN!!! A TOY THAT HAS NOT EVEN BE BOUGHT YET..A TOY THAT HAS BEEN TAKEN OFF THE SHELF..BROUGHT TO THE CASHIER AND AT THE VERY LAST MOMENT, THROWN BACK TO THE SHELF..BECAUSE THE BUYER HAS DECIDED NOT TO BUY IT =(((
currently very disappointed because a certain someone promised to go for nyc with me..or rather..thats the reason why i agreed to go..because that certain person said cannot go out with me..so i agreed to go for nyc so can spend some quality time with her..but now what? that person says she can't go because her principal dun let her go or sth...sian..so now im left alone la...yes although i know the ppl there but how long have i not been around in nativity? its been super long la..confirm freaking extra...I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING LA....disappointment time and time again...
so what if u said u'll come visit? do u think its the same? NO NO NO...not the same..yes im making a fuss over this..because u PROMISED u'll go for the camp..well..maybe i shld have known better and say i can't go or dun want to go..maybe u sounded convincing enough at the beginning..but when u said u back out from band..i shld have well-expected this day will come...lets just say i dun noe u well enough..even though U MEAN ALOT TO ME!!
IF U READ THIS...U TOTALLY MADE ME SUPER SAD LA...DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS BECAUSE I HAVEN'T SEEN U IN AGES..I HAVEN'T ATTENDED A CAMP WITH U IN AGES =(((((
i know i also got ps ppl before..but NOT UP TO THIS EXTEND!!!
I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING =((( WHY DO PPL LIKE TO PS ME =((( I DUN LIKE BEING LEFT ALONE =((