Sunday, June 28, 2009
well..i've been thinking alot this whole week, especially these few days...probably thats why i havent been sleeping well...argh...
hmm..i guess humans are just weird creatures seriously...when we have something, there will be times where we just wished we didn't have that something. but when we dun have that something, we long for it so badly. why can't we just be satisfied with what we have and thank God for it, rather than complain as to why we have that something or why we received that something?
hmm..idk if i made the right move this time...well, i choose to think i did, but idk..i feel really weird and unsettled and uncomfortable within. haiz..idk idk..i guess now i shldn't be thinking about all these kinda things...i shld stop thinking of all the WHYS inside of me and thinking WHY there are no answers to all our WHYS..hmm..rf..u shld stop thinking too...
idk what im doing here..when i have a paper tmr..but yea...just needed to update i guess..had the urge to haha..o wells...thats all for now i guess...
Dear Lord, i pray that you'll really be with me as i embark on my first paper tmr and also during the other papers in the days to come. Lord, i pray that you give me the wisdom to understand the questions. Enlighten me so that i may know how to answer the questions accurately and correctly. I pray that you help me to remember all that i've studied during my revision, as well as what my lecturers and friend has taught me. Lord, i also pray for the willpower to stay focus during my paper as well as during the rest of my revision for all my other papers. I pray that you give me the determination to hang on till the very end. Lord, i'm sure you know that my first term has been a real rollar coaster ride...i've made many mistakes but im taking them as a learning experience. i pray that all these events won't affect my grades Lord. Lord, i pray that you'll carry me in your everlasting arms and bring me through this till the very end. amen.