Saturday, May 30, 2009
i really think i've been running away from it, and im still running away and still finding ways to run away from it in the future. i don't understand why im doing all these. i don't understand why i want to run away. i don't understand why i cannot face reality. haiz..ger can't u just wake up ur idea and stop running away..face reality!!! =(( i didn't think that all i was doing or planning to do was running or planning to run away until someone told me. if it wasn't for her..i wouldn't have realised tat..and now tat she has told me..it seems really true, because i've really understood what she meant by im really running away by doing all these things. =( haiz..idk how..
Dear Lord,
thank you for everything so far. thank you for giving me a certain level of strength and will power to carry on up till now. i pray that you continue to guide me in everything and show me the way lord. Show me the path that i should walk and walk with me through it all. Lord, i don't want to feel all alone again. i don't want to feel empty within me. i want to feel your awesome presence and i want to be filled with your everlasting love. i pray that no matter what happens, you'll always be with me to guide me and bring me through it all. Amen.