Tuesday, May 26, 2009
im having quite a bad sore throat and having flu also =( but NO i don't have swine flu..lol...sian...so my day started off with doing tax project. gosh..really killed alot of my brain cells...then BLAW lect hmm...as usual, i didn't really listen..lol..FF lect. was the same then it was a short and sweet FACC tutorial. basically just get everything from the notes. hehe...then slacked at fc5 then headed to church for YFP...
tats basically wat i did...sian and i dun feel like going to skool tmr..but hmm...i think i'll still go..but sian leh..arghhhh....ger ger come on!!! where's ur discipline??? wake up ur idea!!! u screwed 2 tests liao!!!sometimes i really feel left out la..i duno how i can fit in or what i must do to fit in. ppl say time will solve the problem, but i really dun think so..because in this case...time didn't solve anything..and its been a long while already..haiz..idk idk..but i dun want to conform just to fit in..hmm or maybe...i already have been conforming and is still conforming..such that i duno where is the real ger or what the real ger is or is supposed to be or used to be...this feeling just sucks =(( i dun rmb ger being so anti-social and needing to try so hard to fit in =((