Sunday, May 31, 2009
idk idk idk idk...im feeling terrible now..idk wats with me these days..idk wat im doing..idk wat im thinking..its as though..my mind and my heart and my body are like seperate entities..and each is functioning on its own and they duno wat each other are doing..this sucks this sucks...i need to get hold of myself again...i need to make those parts function together again..they need to know wat each other is doing!!! arghhh ahhhhhhhhhhh i just wanna disappear to a place where i can just...hmm...........(leave it up to ur imagination) but i really wanna run away from all these..im tired...im scared...idk wats going to happen next...im really very scared now...ahhhh im just going crazy la =(( i really wanna disappear somewhere...arghh
feels like shit after receving that kind of reply la =( idk what i did wrong =((