Saturday, April 25, 2009
this is bad la, i've been getting scoldings and naggings quite a lot lately. i thought when school starts it'll get better, but, i was proven wrong. That was totally not true la. i think when school starts i'm got more naggings and scoldings la. Sometimes, even for the tiny tiny things that i do, or have done last time. Now, xiao mei is getting smarter, and obviously more energetic than ever when adding oil to the fire. so yea. i guess those of you who know my sis will kind of know what will happen la. this is bad la. hmm..i want more freedom...going out isn't a crime is it? i just don't like all those questions."who are u going out with? where are u going? what time will you be home? etc" and the list just goes on. arghhhh..o wells, there's nth i can do about it =(
hmm, what exactly is love? i guess, love is selfless, love is sacrificing, love expects no reward in return, love is unconditional, love is patient, love is kind....(just as it says in corinthians i think). i guess, its really hard to find someone who really loves you for who you are and to love someone is not easy too. I guess, love can be really complicated at times. Love can really change a person as well i think. Love can make a person go crazy too. Love can make a person feel really blessed and happy, but love can also cause a person a lot of hurt, suffering and sadness.
hmm..love is just complex and complicated and i guess. Love can bring 2 people together, or can tear 2 people apart. hmm, i guess, for everything that happens, there are both advantages and disadvantages and i believe its the same for love. waa love can really make a person confussed. ok i think i'm starting to repeat myself. o wells. this is just sth random la.. hmm..i think the song "perhaps love" is nice. The lyrics are below this.
Perhaps love is like a resting place, a shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort, it is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble when you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home
Perhaps love is like a window, perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer, it wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself and don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through
Love to some is like a cloud, to some as strong as steel
For some a way of living, for some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on and some say letting go
And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know
Perhaps love is like the ocean, full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside, or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever, and all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you
And some say love is holding on and some say letting go
And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know
Perhaps love is like the ocean, full of conflict, full of pain,
Like a fire when it's cold outside, or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever, and all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you.
step by step each day, but what if i end up taking a wrong step? what consequences will there be? hmm..i myself can't answer that, but how do i prevent myself from taking the wrong step, and how would i know if the next step i'm taking is right or wrong? am i supposed to just take gamble and just follow my heart and make the next move? o wells...