Friday, April 03, 2009
haiz..did i really lose the respect i deserve? maybe i'm not a good older sibling after all. maybe i'm not doing anything to earn back the respect i deserve. i may not be a very good example at times, but i don't think i deserve zero respect, such that she can climb over my head and order me around. yes, i agree that if she argues with me, she'll win, because she's louder and can play with words better. I guess from now on, i'll just try to avoid all arguments. argh, and when i don't give answers to school work, it dosen't mean i don't know how to do. Sometimes, i can't give the answers, but i can help her get to the answer (or rather, i can try), but i guess, she dosen't understand. yes, all my friends that she knows are much much more intelligent than i am so yea. haiz..o wells..
haiz..and about a different matter, maybe what i did from the start was wrong. Maybe i didn't choose the right words or attitude, so it was a mistake from the start, so now, i have to bear the consequences. haiz =(