Monday, April 13, 2009
hmm..I guess there are many things that are not within one's control. There's only so much one can do. There are many factors that will affect the outcome. External factors and internal factors. These are things that one may not be able to control. This feeling is terrible. This feeling of helpless-ness. Sometimes, i wish i could do something about it, but i know that its beyond my control already. o wells. i should learn to really let go of things more easily. I should learn not to worry so much. I should learn how to take things easy some times. I should learn not to care too much sometimes. But, can all these be done? Its just so germaine that she always wants to be there for others. Its just so germaine that she wants to help people who are in need of a friend or sth. Its just so germaine that she will care too much when situations occur. gosh. It can be good at times, but it can be bad too...haiz..