Tuesday, March 24, 2009
the song you asked me to listen to last night was really nice. the lyrics are really nice and i guess really apt. The conversation we had last night through sms, it was the first of this kind. I've never really had these kind of conversations with anyone before. I guess the situation is just too similar and it really seems like history is repeating itself, just that a different person is involved and the sitation is worst. 2 years ago, person A and i still see each other in church and we live really near and it still happened. Now, me and you are like at different ends of singapore and i don't even see you once a month. gosh. i don't know la. Last night's sms, i felt like i had to say it, so hopefully things will not turn out like last time. i really hope so.
The song had this line:" you make me smile, you make me cry" if i'm not wrong there's this line. yes, you can make me smile, but you made me cry last night. I guess it was the first time you made me cry, but yea. I don't know why also, but i cried as i read your sms. i just want you to know that i really treasure this friendship and that you really mean alot to me. You're really really special to me. I guess thats all i can say, but the rest its not within my control, because i guess we have to see how things go from here.