Wednesday, March 18, 2009
so last night i waited till 2am for my results to come in through email. I guess i was quite happy with it when i first saw it. However, the feeling is different. Its like i'm happy, but not exactly that happy. alright i don't really know how to describe this, so if you understand you understand.
I guess that time when someone said that if i keep comparing results and all with others i'll never be happy, its really true. There will always be people better than me, so i should learn to stop comparing, for my only competitor should be myself. I guess i need to learn to be less greedy and more satisfied. But the thing is, no matter how you don't want to be compared with others by people, parents are bound to compare you with others. gosh. o wells, its not like i don't want to know how others did but....hmm..nvm. Now, i just hope that i'll be able to take diploma plus, for it has been my aim since i entered poly.
Now i know that my goal for this sem was realistic, but not fantastic. Some were achieved, some were not. o wells, its ok. i'll work harder for the new acadamic year.
Alright, i'm currently not feeling well, but i still have to work later. Meeting some of the pandas later before work. Gosh the headache's killing me. I think its because of the many late nights and lack of sleep. (so ironic. its my holidays la)
Dear Lord, thank you for this semester. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for giving me the courage to make that one big decision. Thank you for helping me move on. Thank you for giving me strength to last till the very end. Thank you for always motivating and encouraging me through the people around me. Thank you for everything you have done for me thus far. I pray that the coming new acadamic year will be an even better one, and that you'll continue to be with me through it all.