Monday, March 30, 2009
Maybe, its a lesson for me. A lesson to tell me that i should have studied harder, because my grades this semester are not fantastic. It wasn't good enough to be outstanding, even if there was improvement from semester 1. I had so much expectations for this, but when i went into the site to check the status, my whole heart sank. I've wanted this so much. It was my goal since i entered poly. I wanted to be outstanding. I wanted to prove myself capable of doing well acadamically. But now, its all utter disappointment.
I know, that i have to get rid of all these negative feelings before school starts, so i start the new acadamic year right. I have to put aside all these feelings and just give my best from beginning to end. Hopefully, i'll be able to shine in year 2.
alright..i'm seriously going to go skating again tmr, or rather later in the morning (since its past midnight). I just feel like skating and skating non-stop. haiz.....sadness and disappointment seems to appear in my life very often =(((