Monday, January 12, 2009
u are my inspiration and my role model...i look up to u and i wish to follow in ur footsteps...ur so talented...so intelligent...so god-fearing...i wish i was as close to god as u are...i want to be close to god again..cos he's the only friend i can trust..he's the only one who won't run away from me when im in trouble...he's the only one who will be true to me..he's the only one who will really love me for who i am...i can be myself in front of him...i need him...
i feel so lost..so empty..so lonely...i wish u could help me...but i noe tats impossible...i really want to be like you...full of zeal to serve god...
feeling terrible inside of me...yet i still put on a smile......