Tuesday, January 27, 2009
so cny has always been boring for me, so this year is no exception. i guess the only thing that is different this year is that exams are just around the corner and its not just a small common test or sth, but its like end of year exams...gosh and im not even a bit prepared. (so i guess this makes cny even worst?)
so yesterday went for mass then headed to uncle's place then went home then evening went to grandma's hse, then home...then today went aunt's place then stayed there for quite long cos godma and godpa were there too. after that went home and slack all the way. haha and i said i was going to do some hw but..i didn't do a single thing in the end. how wonderful.
right..so i summarized what i did in 2 days in like one short paragraph.
there's this feeling of emptiness inside of me, this feeling of lonliness i guess. i myself am not sure what kind of feeling it is, but its just not a nice feeling. hmm, i miss alot of things i once had and was able to do, but i didn't really treasure it because i took it for granted. i guess, thats why people say when you loose something then you'll start to treasure it, but sometimes it can be too late, because you can no longer do or have that something. i feel so alone =( i don't know why i'm feeling like this though..o wells...i hope this dosen't get in my way of achieving my acadamic aim...