Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2008 has allowed me to meet new friends...new classmates..new team mates..as well as surpirsed me with my own decisions...decisions that i've never expected to make....it also gave me a different perspective to some things...be it good or bad...i'll keep all these memories with me...i'll learn to let go of the unhappiness that i've had this year..i'll learn to let go of the hurt within me...i'll learn to pick myself up from where i fell and carry on walking the long mysterious road of life, for my journey has juz began and i still have a long way to go.
i have made many mistakes throughoout this year...be it with wat i said or do or maybe the decisions i've made thus far, however, since all this has been already done..i'll live with the consequences with no regrets because i did all that on my own accord, be it out of impuluse or after much thinking...
i now look forward to the start of a new year...i want to make it a fulfilling year...i don't want to have any regrets..i want to live each day to its fullest! im sure most ppl are thinking of wat new year resolution to make..this year i dun want to say that "my resolution is..........." i dun want a resolution this year...i juz want to make the best out of everything and take things as it comes..one step at a time..i juz want to lead a simple life...i don't want to get stressed out so easily by little things because i've got to learn to deal with it cos in the future if i get stress over little things, how am i going to handle bigger more impt things? i want to be able to have better time-management and not be a procrastinator...i want to be able to be there for my friends..to listen to them and juz be there for them when they need me....i want to be able to spend quality time with my family as well...i want to be more decisive when i have to make a decision
ok..looks like i have many hopes and wants for the new year...though it may sound like very basic stuff, all these mean alot to me..these are some of the things that i've not managed to do well this year...so i want to make sure i do well in this new year...i can't make the same mistakes again..i need to improve on myself....i can't always rely on the help of others..i want to make a difference..i dun want to be a nobody..i want to be a somebody...(the rest of the things i want to do or achieve,i won't mention it here if not my post will be never ending)
if ppl like scandal and some others which i won't mention can handle so many things well im sure i can too...cos i noe when im compared to them, my workload and all is nothing...
alright i guess i would have made many ppl bored in this long post...i'll end off by wishing all of u out there a happy and meaningful new year! (though im a few hrs early)