Thursday, November 20, 2008
sometimes....others have the intention of doing good or they meant well..but the way it turned out proved other wise and thus leads to complications and unhappiness...this totally sucks...really...
i really duno how to say...but i got alot of thoughts on my mind now....i really duno why i always have to please othes...why can't i make a decision based on wat i really want..and not be bothered by wat others will think of me or whether they will be happy or mad at me for me decision or for voicing my opinions? why can't i juz say out how i feel? argh im really very tired cos of all these expectations and having to please others all the time..argh
o wells..enough of this ba...
shit la..keep having thoughts of skipping lesson...and im freaking tired..i have a feeling i might oversleep tmr..shit la..but if i oversleep means i'll skip pacc tutorial AGAIN....oh no...nono..i'll try to wake up on time..but...hehe...ahhhh ger needs to buck up..
u noe..seeing ppl from my course know so much..even though they have more trainings than me and all...makes me worried..really..really very worried..ger muz jia you liao despite being so drained and tired...