Saturday, November 01, 2008
its been a long time since i broke down so much ='(
shan't elaborate i guess....juz tat i duno why i broke down so much while thinking bout stuffs..maybe this means too much too me..
life is unfair!!! i guess tats the way it is..so i have to face it...or maybe im juz not suited for this...haiz..
Lord, please give me a clearer answer...did watever happen today happened for a purpose? are u trying to tell me sth? are u trying to tell me to make a certain decision? lord, please enlighten me and please make things clearer for me!! is this ur way of telling me which path to take? lord, i really want a clearer answer!!!
to my teammates if u all are reading this...sorry if i've given u all the sian expression or sth during training today...its cos i have some stuffs on my mind so yea...sorry i din tell u all anything when some of u asked if i was alright...really sorry....i'll try to work harder to improve my effectiveness in water before regatta...now i really noe where my standard is...
ok..timetrial today sucks
its painful to meet the right people at the wrong time ='(