Friday, October 31, 2008
tats not sth new...it has been happening all the time...just as i found my motivation to study and get my acadamic stuffs in place....this has to happen and totally ruin my plan...mei mei has to irritate me and get on my nerves....and mummy has to ask me to do this and tat...o wells..nvm tats not impt
i think i lack sleep..this whole week..i've been like a walking zombie in skool hahaha...really very tired..then these few days..every morning i wake up with my head feeling very heavy..i duno why...then i can't seem to concentrate in class =( o wells...now my throat is hurting and im like breathing out hot air and my eyes are teary...is this a sign tat im stretching myself too thinly? is this a sign tat im not tat strong...argh =( i cannot fall ill..i need to go for trainings and go for classes...i got alot to catch up on!!! i can't fall ill!!!!
took like a 15min nap in the afternoon and was awakended by xiao mei so the headache din go away...wth...nvm...then tried to do econs tutorial juz now..but failed to..so i got to chiong ALL my tutorials over the weekend...
im really starting to feel the stress and the pressure...week 8 is not tat far away...it'll be here with the blink of an eye...i dun want to make the same mistake as last semester!!! i want to prove to mummy and daddy tat im handling my skool work well!!! i dun want to disappoint them!!!! ahhhhhh kk...ger shld chill and take one step at a time..
am i really stretching myself too much? tats wat i need to noe..argh...o wells..i'll take it as no for now haha..jia you jia you!!! kk im gonna rest soon cos tmr's training starts very early..ahhhh...time trial tmr..i hope i do well....