Tuesday, October 07, 2008
my prayer to you, Lord:
have i been leading my life the right way?
have i been to materialistic and neglected u?
have i been too self-centered and neglected the feelings of my loved ones?
is wat im doing wrong?
have i really lost u?
have i been too occupied with so many thoughts and dreams that i lost u along the way?
have i been walking on the wrong path for the last few months?
have i really done wrong?
have i really changed too much for the worst?
my mind is filled with a lot of thoughts now, please enlighten me and guide me. guide me back to the right path lord. my decisions may not always be right, but today i pray that from now on watever decisions i make will be made in ur name and will be pleasing to u. i really want to walk with u again, and journey with u, because these few months i have realised that without u i am really nothing. i can't do anything without you. lord, u have made me realised that. i pray that i'll be able to hold ur hand once again and always follow in ur footsteps. i don't want to lose sight of u ever again. i dun want to be like a lost sheep again, because the feeling of being lost and juz wondering around without an aim or a goal is really no good, its very meaningless. lord, i want to live each day with u present and not live each day with fear that i'll not be able to complete the day because i alone am not strong enough. i want to live each day with strength, courage and confidence lord. i want to live each day with u in my midst.
lord, im sorry if i haven't been living my life the way im supposed to. i really want to change for the better. i want to live a more christ-like life, juz like before. i want to let others see ur light through me. i want to let ur light shine through me, and not hide the lamp u have given me under my bed. i want to let the light of christ shine lord. i pray that you will help me through this difficult period of change lord. give me the courage, the strength and the confidence to change for the better, to be able to make decisions that are sometimes not well-liked by others. help me to make a decision that is pleaseing to u dear lord. help me walk away from the shadow of darkness and into the path of light. i pray that lord, u will guide me through and walk this road with me, for the road is still long and winding. lord, give me courage, strength, confidence and wisdom. please be within me and beside me through it all.