Monday, September 15, 2008
times change and people change and thus leading to different situations now as compared to the past. Some changes are good but most changes are bad. People change without them not knowing it themselves. When people's attitude change, the way they react to situations change too. If the change is for the worst, most situations become worst too.
i noe i can't keep saying that others have changed, because i know that i have changed too. Some part of me has changed for the better, but some part of me has changed for the worst, and some part of me still remains the same.
ok as my msn personal message says:"why did things become like this? its really not meant to be like this...will it ever get better?!?!?" i really dun like the situation now. Things wern't like that in the past. It has been changing gradually but now, it has become very obvious. I've noticed and seen how the situation has been changing and i really don't like it at all. thats really really really really not the way its supposed to be. how i wish this kind of things won't happen and how i wish that things will be like before, where everyone was happy with each other. i really don't know if things will get better. now that things has become like this, its really hard to make things better, its really hard to return back to the original situation. but i don't wish for things to remain like this also. if it remains like this, i think the situation will really get worst and worst until no one will be able to tolerate it and the consequences will not be pleasant for sure.
i really don't want to see the situation keep worsening. i wish i knew what to do to make things become like before. but i guess even if i knew, it would be very selfish of me to bring things back to what it was before, because im sure that some ppl are happy with the situation now, and they would not want it to go back to what it is before. but we can't please every one also. haiz, i duno what to do now. i guess i'll just see how things go now.