Friday, September 19, 2008
am i being over-sensitive?
are these changes too big for me to handle?
is it cos i haven't been around enough?
have i not done enough?
why am i always being ignored?
i hate this feeling...im like always there most of the time...even now its the hols..i dun go out tat often..i like pratically only go for trainings and sometimes lunch out or dinner out and im back..hmm..why the sudden change of attitude towards me? hm...is it cos they've decided to give me more freedom? i really duno..but giving me more freedom dosen't mean not bothering about anything tat concerns me or ignoring me or having fun with juz the three of them right? giving me more freedom dosen't call for the difference in attitude towards me and her right? hmm..o wells..i duno wats happening..maybe cos my attidue sucks or sth? or they juz bu shuang with me...
"you're only causing stress"...this is one phrase i won't forget...cos it hurt me alot...wth..they once said tat to me...and i was totally...wanted to use vulgarities la but obviously tat will get me into more trouble so yea..din say anything..haiz..duno whats happening these days...argh why does everything seem to be in a mess now??!?!?!??