Tuesday, August 26, 2008
spent my time watching"it started with a kiss" today...i noe i noe..kinda long ago de..haha..but who cares...haha the only meaningful thing i did today was go running...i din ask anyone along this time...i juz wanted to run on my own.....usually when im running...all my worries..all my troubles just disappear for that short period of time...even though its for tat short period, im still contented...but today...it din happen...i duno why..when i was running my head just felt so heavy and i just kept thinking about a million and one things but none in detail...things were running so quickly in my mind....why muz everything move so quickly? even things in my mind muz move so quickly..
haiz o wells..i noe its the holidays and im supposed to be happy but...haiz..juz too many things tat i've put aside for too long and now since i have the time..muz sort things out....alright so....i ran and ran until it started drizzling so decided to turn back and head home...but the rain juz got heavier and heavier...but i din bother i juz ran home....i juz ran past all the shelters...i was like the only one running cos the rain was quite heavy..i juz wanted to run so yea..argh...kinda regretted..haha...my head felt more heavy than it was when i first started running...argh..o wells..
every morning when i wake up....my head feels heavy..it dosen't feel that i've slept....argh..o wells...nvm ok i shall shut up now...hahahaha muz wait for daddy to sleep then i can continue watching my show haha kk
con'd to tag ppl... and i shall end off with msg to some ppl hahaha
to u ..u shld noe who u are cos i noe ur not tat stupid..cos of the skool ur in...if ur stupid ur probably not in tat skool....argh...i've given u so many hints and prompting...,.can't u pick up any of them....its been sooooo long since we last spoke....dun u miss the times when we talked until our parents scolded us and they even knew tat we were talking to each other cos every week at tat time we'll be talking to each other..dun u miss those times? or are u juz too busy with ur studies and bball and nth else but studies and bball.....i tot after tat blog post some time ago..u would have at least msg-ed or called or juz start a conversation online...but u did none of those..tat day when i started the conversation with u.....it was because i couldn't help it already..the way we chatted...on the surface..it seems like everything is alright but the tone and the feeling wasn't alright...it was as though we din noe each other well....wth...wat has happened to so many years of friendship? haiz..i guess its no use saying too much here...i dun even noe if u still come here...wth..nvm i shall stop deceiving myself tat things will get better cos i noe it won't....but even though it hurts i still clinged on to a glimer of hope but i guess all that hope has disappeared now....argh...
to isa jie..scandal...jes..est..rau and bec...JIA YOU FOR UR PROMOS!!!!!!!! hope to meet up soon yea..hahha....