Tuesday, July 15, 2008
when i go home late..ppl complain..now i go home early also kena scolded wth is wrong la...watever i do juz can't seem to please certain ppl...i hate it...don't u understand how i feel? wth la..other ppl use the f word at me i dun care...but you!!! its the first time i heard u utter the f word and u uttered it at me! wth ...u said not to compare me you...then who am i supposed to compare with?!?!? u are the one tat tries to twist and turn the story....so now u have twisted the story to be me twisting the story
i can't stand it!!! wat do u tink i am? do u even noe im a person? do u even noe im ur own flesh and blood? actually now...im wondering if im really ur own flesh and blood? u only care about xiao mei..u say when u ask me how's things i juz say ok only...wth la..when did u ever ask?!?!? to think tat u actually tried to chase me out of the hse...if its not for xiao mei and mummy..i would really have left...i wasn't even thinking of where i was going to go..but all i knew was tat i wanted to leave if they din stop me..since u hate seeing me so much...i'll disappear from ur sight....so now ur saying tat its always u making peace with me...so u dun like it? then dun do it..no one is forcing u to...
u said u din even lay a hand on me...so u wanted to whack me? why din you? won't u feel better tat way..like wats new? not like i haven't been whacked by u before....argh..hate it hate it hate it....i hate it...i hate it tat u are not treating me like a human..even though u may not mean it..but i still hate it...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wish i din have to face such a reality...can i run away from it?
IM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!!!! GIVE ME A BREAK PLEASE AND STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!