ok its my second post for the day...i dun really noe where to start...its juz tat im in a mess now...tats wat i feel...im filled with so many thoughts and so many emotions running through me...i dun really noe how to say it...but i juz feel terrible....kept thinking of some stuffs on the bus juz now...i really wish i knew wat lies ahead of me, in front of my journey... and wat kind of argh surprises would come...argh i juz hate it alot...=( i duno la...i dun trust myself..i dun have confidence in myself...i dun believe that i would succeed to not disappoint myself, my parents, my friends and my teachers...i duno...im juz feeling weirdly terrible..argh..ok..duno how to say but o wells...haiz..nvm i dun tink u all will get wat im trying to say..i dun tink u understand how i feel and all..but its ok..haiz...
