Tuesday, July 01, 2008
haiz..yesterday, monday, i told myself on my way to skool tat i'll make this a good term...its the last term for the semester and i'll do my best and give my 100% in everything i do....i duno...and i duno if i can do it not...im already so damn tired today and its only tuesday...hmm..but this year is passing so quickly...its like already july..like half a year gone and only slightly less than half a year more to the end of the year...its like so damn fast....ok..shld live everyday to the fullest..
its really not easy trying to handle so many things and trying to manage my time properly...i feel like im neglecting like alot of things and ppl...i feel tat im like very far away from those things and ppl...i want to close up the gap but i guess things juz won't be the same le between me and those ppl...its like once we drifted and dun really try to close up the gap....we'll never be the same again la...sad to say some of these ppl are those i see almost everyday at home...=( things used to be alot better..more laughters more communication..now i go home each day to find each person doing their own stuffs and not really bothering bout others le...so i do the same..i try not to talk so much so as not to make anyone angry or unhappy...but its also wrong...argh..haiz...watever i do can't seem to please u guys...ok its not only those i see everyday at home but others as well...everything i do seems to be wrong..
ok..i shld shut up and stop complaining..argh...=(