argh...sometimes circumstances forces us to make decisions that are unfavourable to others...i mean no one can please everyone la..but its not easy to try to make such decisions...i've been thinking about this for quite long le and i really duno if i'll make the right decision...im afraid i'll regret my decision....haiz..why muz i be put in a spot like this...it has almost been 7 years so far and its juz such a waste to let it go now...but if i really can't commit....then wats the point of staying on? i'll juz be an extra burden to the rest of them...i really duno...
i never thought i'll have to make this decision one day..throughout this 7 years...the thought of letting go din cross my mind before...i dun want to keep being a quitter...but i guess sometimes i really have no choice...haiz..o wells..i'll go think about it somemore before i finalise my decision =(
