Friday, June 13, 2008
ok so tats basically the process of the session...hmm...the thinking process almost made me cry...alot of things happened in the past and sometimes i juz can't forget it la...like sec 4 has been great with pandas and all...but we can't stick together all the time..i mean...we have to move on and all but i really miss them la..and then deuterium ...kept thinking of him again....but i guesss i shld really stop la..i mean everything has a limit and all....argh..i duno...i duno why im so trapped in the past....its like for most ppl..their present is better than their past but i feel otherwise..really..i was much happier in my past..able to let go of most stuffs more quickly..except deuterium la..but now..i have quite a good class la...but i duno why im still not as happy as before...maybe cos im still too trapped in my past la...haiz..ger arh its time to move on..really...i'll juz try to hang on to all the memories and move on ba..and i tink one reason why im less happy is cos im like drifting further and further away from God now...
as for the future part..i din really noe wat i wanted...so yea..so i wished i had a clearer picture of wat i wanted..but its ok..i'll juz go with the flow...but i juz want to improve my relationship with God and all....haiz...whaha i miss the closeness i once had with God....haha..i want to feel that closeness again...o wells...
i shall stop here for now...take care and goodnight=)