Sunday, June 29, 2008
yupyup so after race scandal sms me...sorry dear for the terrible language...i din mean to use tat kind of tone and language....sorry....ok..so after race went to eat with my fellow team mates then headed to ah ma's hse....saw cousin there and chatted with her abit haha..then went home and did some stuffs....and KO-ed...
yup i tink tats all i did yesterday...juz now i saw quennie's blog and a line tat she wrote in her post really describes me many times..it goes "Behind a smile, there could be sadness
An attempt to conceal what we really feel" its like so true....cos sometimes i dun want my friends ot worry bout me...cos they have their own problems and all too...so yea....but its quite torturous to keep keeping ur true feelings within u and not showing it...its not easy...but i guess its juz the mask many of us have and some of us have many masks, not only one....some of us ..including me have been trying to get rid of this mask...but...failing to...its not easy to carry this mask everywhere...its not easy to throw it away and abandon it either...haiz...why muz life be so complicated? ok but if its not complicated and if its juz smooth going....it'll be really boring...and we'll be complaining why there's nth interesting to life...haiz..tats juz human nature i guess...we juz tink the grass is greener on the other side..but when we really get there...we tink otherwise...hmm..i guess we have to learn to appreciate wat we have and treasure it ba...
ok..one last thing..a note to my fellow team mates:
ok...i've nth else for now...ppl please tag..tks..=) take care...