Thursday, June 19, 2008
it started out as a feeling
which then grew into hope
which then turned into a quiet thought
which then turned into a quiet word
and then that word grew louder and louder
'til it was a battle cry
i'll come back...
when you call me
no need to say goodbye
just because everything's changing
doesn't mean it's never been this way before
all you can do is try to know who your friends are
as you head off to the war
pick a star on the dark horizon
and follow the light
you'll come back when its over
no need to say goodye
now we’re back to the beginning
it’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
but just because they can’t feel it too
doesn’t mean that you have to forget
let your memories grow stonger and stonger
’til they’re before your eyes
you’ll come back
when they call you
no need to say good bye
you’ll come back
when they call you
no need to say good bye
hmm..i duno why when i read through this song lyrics..i was reminded of the times we had in sec skool..yupyup all the memories will remain close to me(: well, the part in a different colour kind of describes me now...i wish i knew where im going...its like i have a very lost feeling nowadays..like i dun really noe wat i want..and when i do certain things..i duno why im even putting effort to do it...i really dun see a point sometimes..ahh...i need to find myself...i need to find my direction...i feel so lost..so unfocus as everything juz comes and hit me...im not as strong as i used to be(eh not physically la) i duno why i've become weaker and weaker...i used to be able to pick myself up easily and move on..and i used to be able to make myself motivated and focused and think through carefully wat exactly i want...but now things are different...i need to find tat star in the dark horizon and follow it..
oh yes..another thing i found meaningful on becca's blog:
what type of tomorrow, do you think,
is growing on the other autumns' doors?
lately, why has time suddenly been flowing faster and more confused?
haha i only took half of it...its juz really applicable cos i've been thinking bout it for some time...wat does my future holds for me?