haha im in lesson now...haiz..im so disappointed with myself...i wonder when i've become the person i am today...i duno when i've become like this...so lazy and unattentive in class...i hate the way i am..i want to be the germainei was when i juz started skool...so guai and hardworking..doing all my tutorials..revising my work...but now.......its a really different me all together..and i really hate it..every time i look at the mirror..i dun reconigze wthe person im looking at...i really hate it..im damn disappointed with myself la...i haven't been handling my time well...i hope i'll improve....really..i really need to have better time management cos........its not going to be easy having such an active cca and still adapting to the modules im doing....but i'll perservere.....argh..damn sad la...im trying to find back my old self...the guaio one ;like in sec 4./...always trying my best to do my work and listen in class....its going to be week 7 soon..its going to be the end of term soon...but.....i really duno how i'll do for MST....its like...i have no confidence at all...haiz..o wells..please ppl..pray for me..hope i'll survive...opk..oops..this was an emo post again..sry ppl...
dear Lord,
please help me to survive...i really duno how well i'll do..but lord..im sure u noe the plan of my life..for u are the director while im juz the actor in this movie of urs...lord..please show me the w ay....i need ur guidance lord..really..for without u...im nothing and i cannot do anything....i pray that things will start to fall in place soon.amen
