AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY MUZ THINGS ALWAYS TURN OUT THIS WAY? WHY MUZ I BE THE ONE LEFT BEHIND AND REJECTED? WHY????? WHY DOES IT ALWAYS NOT HAVE A GOOD ENDING OR RATHER A GOOD START TO SOMETHING NEW..SOMETHING THAT I WANTED SO MUCH??? haiz..wanna cry le la..why lildat? its so unfair..why muz i always see ppl get chosen and i myself din get chosen ? its really painful to be faking a smile and congratulating others when that something means alot to me and im not able to be part of it...haiz..why?????????????? argh =(