Wednesday, June 20, 2007
its june 20th today...its the last week of my hols...i've been having alot of thoughts this week...i feel really horrible now..cos it seems like i've wasted almost 6mths of my life slacking and not studying...i feel tat all my friends are like mugging..even if they say they dun study...some of them actually mug like mad la..and im getting scared..
o wells..i really shld start studying...but..there is juz so much distractions for me...haiz...i guess..i'll have to learn to overcome it yea...i have tuition everyday this week...im tired...im really tired...not physically...but mentally..hmm..and maybe emotionally...
i've been rather down these days ....although i may seem alright on the outisde..but deep down inside...there's juz something missing...i duno wat it is...but yea..something is juz missing...haiz....i've been crying almost every night this week...and i dun really know why....i juz feel very stress and worried i guess...i dun really know how to describe how i feel...but its juz terrible i muz say...=(
i duno what's going on with me....my energy and perserverance level juz dropped alot...i tink...im juz stressing myself too much...hmm...i really duno la...
all i can say is..i feel weird...and something is juz missing...i've yet to find out wat..but yea..for now...something's missing...=(
ok..i shall stop here for now..shall update soon...
i've been tinking about u....