Sunday, March 25, 2007
time and time again..u've hurt me..since last year...as if tat was not enough....u say i din give u a chance to contribute...LIKE REAL!!!!! when we had online discussions...did u even suggest anything!?!? did u even show tat u were concern bout elementz?
U say u're busy with elementz...please enlighten me as to wat u have contributed!?!? did u even help in the report?!?!!? NO !!!! NO !!! NO!! not even a single word. DID U EVEN BOTHER TO ASK HOW'S THE REPORT COMING ALONG?!?!? NO....ur contribution depends on ur willingness ....maybe i shouldn't even bother to do the report..maybe i dun have to sleep at 4am and wake up at 5.30am...i feel so "appreciated" u noe...maybe i shld juz not bother and wait for others to do it...since YOU CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
elementz aside...u say i've taken ur friends away...shattered ur friendships....brainwashed them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIVE ME EVIDENCE THAT I HAVE DONE TAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DID NOT DO THAT LOR !!!!!!!!!!! if u feel tat ur friends are leaving you...tink about wat u have done...it may not be me...it is urself...
WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?! you are the one showing me attitude...ur the one tat treats me like shit....u are the one tat tinks the WHOLE world owes u a living..(if u dun tink so ..u act like u tink so)
please stop hurting me...i know sometimes i get irritated and my tone of voice may not be pleasent...!!!!!!!! but !!!!!! IF TAT IS CALLED BAD ATTITUDE...I TELL U....UR TREATING ME LIKE I DUN EVEN HAVE FEELINGS....
i've treated u as a friend all along...never had i once tot of breaking our friendship...but you..all u do is hurt me more and more...ive been trying to forgive you for all the hurt u've caused me..but im sry to say..i tink im not ready yet...u juz keep getting in my way..preventing me from forgiving you...ur making things worst.....yes i noe tat ur clever than me...wat right have u to keep hurting me and jumping into conclusions...can't u be more understanding? can't u feel how i feel? im really sad...sobs sobs..if u dun feel like treating as a friend ...thats ur problem..to me..ur always my friend....
i've said enough...I TYPE ALL THESE WITH TEARS FLOWING DOWN MY CHEEKS ..I BEG U TO STOP HURTING ME...im really sad now...sobs..sobs.. i really can't take it anymore..i juz feel like crying it all out..tks for all ur hurtful words...i can't keep my emotions to myself anymore...tks for all the hurt..i really appreaciate all of that..i so feel ur tender loving care..tks alot..