Wednesday, August 16, 2006
ok..skool was quite ok today..was stoning during certain lessons...like eng..haha..ok..today had chi skit..it din go as expected..hmm..but its like tats life..i mean things may not go the way we want it to...hmm..emaths was fine..i paid attention k?...i understood the topic..(erm..sort of i guess)...hmm..ok..was like quite tired..im not sure y...today i was like so sleepy..not like i slept tat late last nite..only 12 plus..hmm..ok..amaths was fine...
had maths remedial today..we did functions..drew lots of graph..i never knew drawing graph still got so many steps to follow de...hmm...ok..wait..i forgot..there was chem...we learnt about soluble and insoluble base...got quite blur during tat lesson..but i listened...hmm..haha..ok..im so guai can..
ok..end of year exams are approaching..im scared..but i noe tat i can do all thing with Christ who strengthens me.....hmm..i feel emotionally tired today..i wonder why....hmm..ok..i tink i shld start learning to share my problems with my good friends (like jes)...instead of crying over them and keeping them to myself..hmm..ok..im tired of being so emotional..i dunno y i cannot be like others and control my emotions properly..
hmm..ok..i have nth much to say now..got quite abit on my mind tats all..sigh...hmm..ok..i better stop here and go and study..shall update soon...ppl please tag...tks=)
to ppl who have been concerned about me...tks ppl for caring so much about me...ok..now everything is fine..so dun worry ya..i'll be fine..
to jes:
hey my dear girl...dun be so disappointed k?..i mean its not ur fault tat things din go the way we planned it to be..i mean like i said earlier...some things are juz beyond our control and it may not go in our desired way...relax k?...hmm..maybe u are the one who should not be thinking so much now...but watever it is..dun get too upset k?..i mean ..i noe tat our marks is like the lowest in the class...but still im sure u will agree tat u've tried ur best right?..if tat is so..then u shld not regret wat u have le..ok..im also not very happy with the grades we get la..but we can't do anything..only the audience will know best ...only they will be able to see if we delievered the play well...ok..i guess the only thing we can do now..is too work harder the next time and learn from our mistakes k?..tat is to have better communication and plan our stuffs better...i hope u will not think so much liao...my dear girl..please cheer up...u were always there to listen to my problems..now its my turn to cheer u up...=)...ur a really nice jie to have...=)...take care
i've been feeling empty ..i miss u again..