Tuesday, August 01, 2006
sunday lectors meeting
there was elections for the new comittee...and im quite happy tat im not given a post la...the reason is becausei feel tat i'll be able to concentrate better on my studies and this may mean i'll have lesser responsibilites...but it dosen't mean tat if im given a post..i'll be reluctant to take it up...if im given a post..i tink its God's will...i feel tat this round of elections is quite cool.as the new committee is all girls...haha...this is so cool la...to the new committee...im sure u all will be able to do a good job...
ok..im done with the weekend...oh..before tat..NDP was cool...haha..
ok..this week..yesterday was fine..had phy common test...hmm..i hope i can pass..ok..today was fine too..got back 3 common test papers...hmm..quite satisfied with my results...no im even more motivated to continue mugging...now im convinced tat if i put in effort to study even harder...to get even better results...
ok..now to my feelings...i feel tat nowadays i've been quite cold while talking to some ppl...i realized tat the ppl im was closed to before..is the ones whom im close to now..i dunno why..but sometimes i juz feel a little empty..i tink its becuase in the past..im used to talking to some ppl and now im like not talking to them as often and even if i do..its different..i dun feel it anymore...(i dun tink u ppl noe wat i mean but..o well)..ok...as i was saying..i feel tat im trying to lead a normal live..and im trying not to tink so much about someting...as i dun wanna get hurt anymore..i feel tat every since i got to noe some ppl...which may or may not be a long time...i've been bothering them alot..i feel tat its time i stop interfering in their lives ...so they can lead better lives and not find me a pain in the neck...im sry to these ppl whom i've bothered too much..i feel tat i muz learn to move on in life...i really hope things will get better...erm..i mean to those ppl whom im refering to...i mean i'll still be ur good friend..but i tink i'll not bother u all so much le....
hm...im quite confused now..my mind is telling me to do sth..but the rest of me can't seem to comprehand and to it..im stuck in the middle of the crossroad...how?...hmm..ok..i guess i shall not tink too much...hmm..ok..i tink this post is super short...so ya..shall update another time...ppl...pls tag my blog..
to daryl:
to jes: