Wednesday, July 12, 2006
this week of skool has been quite ok for me ..i guess...its juz tat there has been quite abit of workload and many test ahead...common test is in about 1 to 2 weeks time and im not prepare for it...hmm...ok..some lessons have been boring and all..but tks to my friends...haha..they brighten up the lesson...haha...
hmm..on mon we did phy practical...it was quite fun...haha..i realize i dunno how to use retort stand...haha...haha..erm..it was quite funny towards the end of the practical...persona 1 broke a testube and awhile later, person 2 who is person 1's partner broke a beaker....and then later someone else broke a thermometer and someone else broke a testube and another beaker....i mean like wat...one person break someting then so many ppl con'd ...hmm..ok..
hmm...i shall talk abit on friendship..hmm..ok..i know i have quite a no. of good friends i can talk to and count on la..hmm..ok..tats the point but anyway..erm..i realize tat my friendship with some ppl have seem to have drifted..i mean we seldom talk and all...and even if we do...sometimes it seems a lil cold lor..i mean ok la..im the kind of person tat treasures friendship alot...hmm..but o wells i mean...erm..i dunno if its juz me or wat la..but i have no idea why the friendship between me and some ppl ended up like this lor...hmm..i really hope tat one day (soon i hope)...things will get better ...hmm...i hope tat we can start talking to each other as usual again..and not so cold lor..hmm..i noe sometimes when i call someone or if tat person calls...its like erm...for the sake of calling lor...and its not only between me and one friend ...its like a problem with me and a few friends..and one of them is my close friend...erm..i mean ok la...skool term many ppl are very busy..but i dunno y we seem to be too engrossed with our work tat we tend to forget our friends...we dun spend time with them at all lor..i mean ya...hmm..ok..i tink i shall not go on le...later ppl keep saying my blog so emo...haha..erm..ok..i tink im quite emo la..maybe its cause common test coming le...and its like the outcome of having too many things on my mind and all so ya...
hmm..ok..i realized tat i've not been paying attention in class this week...especially during hci and emaths lesson...i've been thinking alot during these lessons...hmm..lets say today..during emaths i was stoning the whole lesson and i was not even listening to a single thing the teacher was talking about and tats bad...(ppl please dun learn from me) and i realized im very pessimistic now..not like i wasn't in the past la..but ya..hmm..ok..i tink its juz the time in life where many decisions have to be made...hmm...i mean ok..the stuffs i've been tinking about needs time to decide...hmm...(jes will noe wat i mean)...hmm..i really dunno leh....i dunno how to make my decision....hmm..seriously lor...i have 2 paths to choose from ..for each situation..sigh..why muz my life be so complicated...hmm...erm...ok..nvm...i really hope tat i can tell someone about it..but not all of u will understand ,....hmm..i noe tat once i tell someone..tat person will give me the model ans..but its not possible..i mean ya..ok..nvm..i tink tat many ppl will seriously not understand lor..hm..sobs..sobs...sobs...erm..ok..hmm...i really dunno wat to do now...im actually quite confused ...hmm..but anyway..ok..i tink if this goes no..im sure to do badly in my skool work..i mean ok course la..im so damn distracted in skool...when i come home and do my homework and all i get very tired and wanna sleep ...when i wanna do revision...i can't absorb anything..i mean wth is wrong with me lor...sobs..sometimes i wonder to myself...is life all about stress and studying and studying and all teh problems...hmm..i dun tink it is...but hmm.i tink im juz tinking too much...sigh...sobs...
hmm..ok..this is a pretty short post so ya...i tink i shall stop here for now...please tag my blog..
to isa:
to jes:
im missing you every moment...i can't stop tinking of u...hmm,...