Thursday, June 29, 2006
hmm..ok...its back to skool...ok..school has been fine so far...juz tat im not really used the hw and all after 1 month...so ya..hmm..ok..i guess i have to be self-motivated again..so ya...hmm...other then tat nth much happen so ya...hmm..ok.lets go back to the hols:
tat day isa and me went to becky's hse to do phy project...then we went to Serangoon Central for lunch isa ordered minced meat noodle...and tat is obviously dry so ya..there was a seperate bowl of soup..by the time she carried the whole tray back to the table...the tray was flooded with soup...like one quarter of the soup spilled on the tray la..i mean this is the first time i see someone carry tray until spill so much lor...it was damn hillarious la..then me and becky were laughing at her...haha...haha..so we came to a conclusion tat isa dunno how to carry tray with food on it properly...hmm..anyway..we managed to do sth for our phy project and it worked..like yay!!!!...haha...hmm...
hmm..ok..today was quite fun..it all started out in the morning..when jes told me and isa sth very funny...bout her dog...haha..to jes and isa :"ice pop"...haha..hmm..ok..u ppl might not get it..but its quite dirty la...and its like os damn funny...hmm..ok..the next thing was during pe...hmm..ok...we played floorball...so ya..we played like 3 ppl againsth 3 ppl..so ya...esther...becky and samantha...played against isa...jes and me...it was also very funny..cause we were suppose to do passing..as in the team tat has the most no. of consecutive passes wins...so ya...as ppl noe..floorball the ball very small..then we were like trying to snatch the ball from each other (like der) ..but we did it so hillariously...as in we like chasing a rat in our hse lildat...i mean its so funny...we were laughing most of the time..then i laugh until stomach pain...haha...i mena other grps not so violent during the game and we are like wat..chasing the ball like no one's business...hmm..ok...then during CME lesson..the catholic girls have to stay with the class la..and then we can do our own stuffs...while the rest of the class have lesson...it was quite interesting lor..they had to do a debate...and the topic is" are you ready to have a steady"...sth like tat la...it was very funny lor..hmm..ok...din really listen cause i was doing my hw and im almost done...and ya..but heard many ppl laughing and heard certain parts of it...and its very funny la...hmm..ok..anyway...my life is boring...
hmm..ok..other than tat..i've been feeling quite sad since after tues (maureen will noe wat i mean).hmm..even sometimes when im juz tinking or stoning...i find myself bringing my hp to every part of the hse tat i go to..and i find myself waiting by my hp for either a sms or a call and all so ya.....hmm..i mean ok la..but i juz dunno how to explain y im sad and all ..cause i dun tink the blog is a very good place to explain it la...i mean its even harder to tell the person involved so ya...these few nights..i cry before i sleep...and ya...im juz lost...and i duno wat to do now..cause i cannot talk to the person about it..neither can i tell my close friends about so ya..i only told one person so ya...whenever i tink of wat happened...i juz feel like crying....hmm..i juz feel like crying it all out but...hmm..lets juz say sometimes i can only do it when no one's looking..cause of some reason..so ya..hmm...i wish i can talk to someone about it..but i dunno who..i mean ya..hmm..hiya..i dunno how to explain la. so ya...hmm..sobs..sobs.....hmm...i tink its juz me..hmm..ok..nvm,...lets juz say tat day when i was talking to someone...i juz thought of sth and juz felt like crying..i mean i wonder wats wrong with me and all hmm...i dunno y but i seem to be very emo these days hmm..oh man!!! i dun like this...argh!!! but o wells.....
and i have this question on my head...and i still dunno the ans..but if the ans is yes...its not easy too...but if its no...then i'll be dissappointed and all so ya..hmm..i tink some of u out there may get the idea why im sad liao..but o wells...sobs..sobs..sobs...sobs...sobs..sobs...hmm...
o wells..so i tink i'll stop here for now...hmm..ok..ppl please tag me....tks
to maureen:
hey....jia you for ur theory hor ! u muz win...(u noe who la)...hmm..ok..skool work also muz jia you k..i noe u can do it...dun keep thinking of someone k...concentrate during lesson and bu yao yi zhi sms k?...hmm...muz do well in skool then i treat u k?.hmm..erm..if u want..when exams or common test coming..and if u wanna go out and study i can pei ni..ok?..hmm..anyway...tat day had a very nice time talking to u...i mean we can like all of a sudden have sth in common to talk about and ya...hmm...if u dun mind me saying this...all the best in ur relationship.....and ya...dun always so sad k?..be happy and enjoy ur sec 1 life k?...haha...hmm..ok..when ur feeling bored or sth..can juz give me a call..if u need to talk also can juz call me..no need to scared u disturb me k?...hmm..but rmb..watever happens..i'll always be behind u to support and u ...and i'll always be here for u...=)...one day muz go out together k?...ok...jia you in everything!!! and all the best !!!!..=)
you are always on my mind...i miss you alot...