Friday, June 09, 2006
i'll be waiting for u .....
now i really understand y it is so important to ask for forgiveness....in the show Ruoqi aslo said this phrase," i dun want to live the rest my live tormented by guilt" ...this phrase caught my attention...i tink the most important in live is to be able to live ur life without any regrets and guilt...i mean for me...if i did something wrong and someone else was punished because i framed tat person...i will feel really really bad and i dun tink i can keep tat a secret and ya...i will defenitely be tormented by guilt...hmm..ok..so much of talking about asking for forgiveness....how about forgiving someone...tats not easy too..
ok lets see...for me...its hard to do tat...hmm..ok..lets see i mean when someone has hurt u really badly it will take quite some time for the wound to heal...hmm...its only normal for a person to feel tat way...tats in my opinion of course...hmm...i am like trying to forgive some ppl whwo have hurt me before...hmm...ok...now i wanna apologize to my good friend...although it may juz be a few simple words....
to isa: im really really sry tat i started the stupid blog thing..( im refering to the post bout tbeing sensitive) ...come to tink of it ..by typing all that...im actually the one who is not being sensitive...im really sry...and about the whole incident...i tink no one is to be blame...and ya...im really really sry for all the hurt cause after u read my post...i juz typed tat at tat point of time as i really could not take it any longer...now tat i've thought about it..i should not have said tat...im really sry ...after all we're still friends...and watever happens u will still be my jie ...ya.?.....hmm..ok...im sry for all tat i've done and also for saying tat its all ur fault....i understand how u feel...smile ya...i hope u will be reading this yea?....
hmm..ok...now tat im done with tat...i realized tat i've been updating on a dail basis these few days..i wonder y...but o wells i believe it dosen't really matter...hmm...ok..i shall stop here for now...
to my special friend ( u noe who u are) : i know tat u noe this but i can't help but to say this again..i really like u and i've been thinking of u these days...hmm..ok...i noe tat u'll read this...im sry if after u read this u feel tat ur in a difficult position...im sry..hmm..but i find myself thinking of u quite often these days....i really hope tat.............................hmm..nvm..i noe i can dream on because of some reasons one of which is my reason...the other is because i guess (___________ ___________ ___________) i guess u can fill in the blanks on ur own...if u really cannot or really wanna noe...u can come ask me....ok..shall stop putting u in such a position....im sry... but i'll be waiting patiently for u....