hmm..ok..shall blog again..
Lately i feel tat some ppl shld be more sensitive to the feelings of others ...wat i mean is..please try and put urself in tat person's shoes and stop saying tat u dun give a damn...i mean juz tink about it...if u were in tat person's shoes how would u feel?...im very sure u won't like it if someone won't give a damn bout ur feelings...i noe tat sometimes u say u dun bother if ppl dun care about how ur feeling....but it may not be the case for some ppl...i juz feel tat u shld really tink about it and change ur attitude...please lor..i mean sometimes u do better than me in exams...and u still say the marks u get are very low and not good...do u noe tat by saying tat u actually hurt me alot..cause i did much worst than u..and im very upset tat u dun care about how i feel..i mean u shld tink b4 u say anything...cause without u knowing u may be hurting someone with ur words...i really hope tat u'll be more sensitive..tat day was talking to u..and ya..u keep saying u dun give a damn...ok..tats fine with me...if u dun bother tat ppl dun care bout ur feelings tats ur own problem...not mine...but from another perspective u really should reflect on wat u have said to some ppl and change ur attitude..cause i can safely say tat u have hurt me and made me upset quite a number of times...i have been wanting to talk to u bout this but i decided not too..cause it may not be too good ...so ya..i decided to write it here...hmm..but come to tink of it...i tink u dunno tat im refering to u...hmm..but seriously lor..i juz feel tat ur being too insensitive...i mean u shld learn to be more concern towards ur friends and not say things to hurt them..i mean sometimes u have ur reasons..but i cannot be tat excuse all the time..i mean like wth...i really cannot tolerate ur insensitivity anymore and tat day u also told me towards certain ppl u cannot be sensitive to their feelings...in my opinion , tats totally a stupid excuse...have u ever hurt of the phrase," if ther's a will..there's a way" u may tink tat this phrase has nth to do with this post but no...if ur willing to be sensitive and change ur attitude..there will definitely be a way to do it..i mean u shld not be saying tat oh..i can onli be sensitive to so and so perosn but to the rest of the world i cannot...tats juz taking the easy way out and not bothering to try...i really cannot stand it anymore..hmm..ok..if ur reading this..our friendship may no longer be the same anymore..but ...i really hope tat won't happen..as in i really hope tat u will look at it from a different angle in the sense tat u take it tat im trying to help u to change for the better and not critising u ...i really hope tat if u noe who u r...u will seriously take some tme from ur "busy" schedule to reflect on ur life....the onli reason tat im writing this on my blog is because i dun erally tink it will be good to tell u over the phone or in person..tats y..u may tink i have no guts or wat la...but i have my reasons...and im really if u read this and u tink i've hurt u..im really sry....
ok..and i also feel tat i should stop making things difficult for a certain person...hmm..i mean ur a really really nice friend to have..like i've told u b4..but i tink i shld stop putting u in such a difficult position..im really sry i even told u tat.............(u noe wat la)..but tks for always talking to me...im really really really sry tat ur in this postition now...its all my fault...( i tink)...
ok..now tat im done with tat...back to my life...these days i have onli been doing my projects and all..nth much though....these few nights din really sleep so ya..feeling quite tired..i can't seem to sleep properly..juz take last nite as an example..i was staring into the celing and tinking and reflecting on my life...and i juz couldn't sleep..hmm..cos i was tink of i dunno wat...and ya.........i started to.....................hmm..ok..its up to u ppl to fill in the blank...i dun tink i shld write it out...ok..i tink i'll stop here for now..please feel free to tag ..tks
to daryl:
hey..cheeer up k...and ya..i read ur updated blog liao...quite ok wat..where got boring?..hmm..ok..shall talk to u soon...and i tink u noe who im refering to in the post and if tat person ask u...please dun say hor...tks..take care and smile..=)
i've been tinking of u..i can't seem to get u off my mind..but ....................hmm...nvm..i tink i shall not make things difficult for u...sigh...sobs...sobs...sobs...
