ok..mid year exams are drawing nearer...and i dunno if i can take the stress and survive it without falling sick..which i tink is a little impossible cos im like having sore throat and slight flu...
i have been making an effort to study these days..but sometimes i juz cannot..i dunno y....but i've been feeling empty and down...i dunno y but ya...im so damn sad...i still have qutie abit on my mind..but i dun tink anyone will really understand...i really dunno wat to do..im kinda lost..like a lost sheep...sigh..sobs..sobs..sobs...i really hope i can talk to someone bout it..but..haven't found the right person and the time to talk...sigh..im juz too busy...i juz dun understand y i dun see good grades even though i study so much..is it cos i freak out when i see the paper?..is it cos.....i realy dunno....
Im juz super stress...and tired..physically and emotionally...i dunno y...but ya..i eel very drained out..and ya..sometimes when i come home..i dun feel good..as in i feel empty and sometimes when i reach home..all i get is scolding after a long day at skool...i mean like wth...i reach home..hoping tat things will be better..and ya..this is wat i get..i mean like y is it called a home in the first place..and on top of tat..late nights and moreover..i cannot sleep on certain nights..i tink i juz tink too much...and ya..sobs..i've been feeling like crying these days...ok..i shall not go on
yesterday had 2.4 run..ok la..ran quite fast...14min sth..haha..i tink this is the fastest since pri skool..haha..ok..
i gtg study for my exams..have paper tomoro..shall update soon..
