Friday, March 31, 2006
ok..let me start..firstly..there was some problems with my group's social studies project..shall i say some miscommunication...i shall not elaborate on this matter....anyway..i stayed up late on 2 nights juz to finish the project..the first night..i stayed up till 3.45 am and still could not finish..i was praying that the teacher will not come to skool so i have one more night..and i was hoping tat the emaths test i was suppose to have will be cancelled...
when i reached skool...my principal made an anouncement tat my social studies teacher was absent from skool...at tat moment i was filled with joy and i was like..thank u Lord for answering my prayers..then i went reached the emaths classroom..the teacher say the test will be postponed as there was not enough time..i was like totally shocked...as it is very rare for these kind of things to happen all in a day...at this moment...i rmb wat happened the night before...
when i was struggling to keep my eyes open to finish my project...the song tat i posted in the previous post suddenly came to me again..and it kept repeting again and again...i was like..hmm..why is this song repeting again and again in my head....then i told myself..its ok..concentrate and dun let it distract me....and i found the answer to why the song kept repeting in my head in skool...
the Lord was trying to tell me not to worry bout not finishing the project...and tat he will help me no matter wat...and ya..
therefore, this incident has made me wonder quite abit..firstly, since i noe tat God loves me...y m i still doubting him at time? why don't i have in myself and in God? why m i always tinking tat i will fail my test or exam even though i've tried my best and prayed? how can i ever forget to pray?...hmm..i really wonder..
anyway..apart from this matter..this whole week has been filled with activities and tests...
im like kinda super stress...mid year exam is juz around the corner..and im like kinda worrried..cause i still dun understand alot of things..i dunno wats wrong with me..but soemtimes, i juz find myself not being able to pay attention during class..
now tat im in a so called good class..i find tat im like the worst in the class...and im not tat hardworking....tats y im trying to put in more effort in my studies....ok...i tink i'll have to start mugging for mid year..
got back term report also...my results suck...its totally screwed up...i hope it will not happen again...
okok..shall not elaborate further....shall update soon..
im going to finish my homework and start mugging...