hey...juz recovered from fever..im still having cough and flu..
last week had 4 days mc..then during the hols had 1 day mc..so missed geog and choir ..haha..
i tink i got alot to catch up on...missed 4 days of lessons...aahhh..i also missed the youth rally..
ok..nth much has happen other than tat..im getting pretty bored at home these days..even though i have a stack of hw waiting for me to do..i feel tat im like super slack these days..i tink its all tks to the 4 days of sleeping at home..and the stupid medicines tat i had to take..i tell u..its so many bottles and not nice at all... i tink this is the first time i fell so sick
omg !!!..i juz realised tat i have alot of work to do ..anyway...the song "through it all" juz keeps playing in my mind..i dunno why..maybe the lord is trying to tell me sth.,..so ya..maybe i guess type out the lyrics here..
here it goes...:
Through it All
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with your hand
And lead me in your righteousness
And I, I look to you
And I, wait on you
I’ll sing to you Lord a hymn of love
For your faithfulness to me
I’m carried in everlasting arms
You’ll never let me go
Through it All
yup..tats how the song goes..i wonder wat god is trying to tell me by putting tis song in me..i guess can't seem to get it out of my mind..no matter wat other songs i listen to..again and again..i have not experiance this kind of things before..cause the other times i had songs stuck in my head..it will onli be there for like a day then after i sleep at nite..i forget bout it..but this particular song is stuck in my head..like for 2 weeks liao..can anyone tell me?
i really wonder wat the song means to me...??hmm...maybe i shld pray and ask god wat he is trying to tell me...hmm...i wonder...
ok..anyway..now is the season of lent..and i have been trying to do nice tings...hmm..ok..i have tried to be nicer to my sister ok...i even helped her with her skool work today...haha..for once im succeeding..i tink its cause both of us have grown up more now..cause she has become more respecful towards me and she tries to listen to wat i tell her..like when i explain a maths question to her..she dosen't juz shut me off by saying tat she's right and all
actually im beginning to like my sister..i tink she's adorable..like most ppl will say...she's actually a nice companion to have..haha..ya..some of u may tink like..wow wat a sudden change..but after reflecting on certain tings..i feel tat actually im the bad sibling..i am the one who always shut her off..and scold her..and she feels sad...i tink i shld change and give my sister a chance cause she's my sister anyway..i have her for the rest of my life..i tink she's really good...hmm..now i feel really bad for all tat i have down towards her..as in the bad stuffs..i tink all along i was the unreasonable one..i was the one who dosen't give in..the one who scolds and all..sigh..nvm..let me start afresh from this lent onwards...
hmm...ok..i hope i can make it to become a better older sister..i hope my sister will look up to me as her role model..and i hope i will be willing and have the patience to help her and answer all her questions and clear her doubts..i hope ....hmm..ok..i will pray about this..haha..
anyway..i feel tat this lent is quite meaningful..its more of a like turning point this year for me..cause its like once i entered sec 3 ..i feel tat i've change...i've learnt to get my pirorities right and i also learn to say no sometimes when my friends ask me out..cause i really need the time to study..i learnt to have the disapline to study..and work hard..but my common test results dosen't show tat i studied hard enough..but its ok..i have the rest of the year to work hard..(sorry aaron..i stole ur line)...haha...ok..shall update soon..
to clare:
hey..tks for ur concern ya..tks for the visit tat they and tks for the drink..i really appreciate all the sms-es..and all tat u've done for me..while i was ill..tks alot...i felt much better..cya soon..and ya...all the best for ur paper on sat...take care till then..god bless..
